Something that sucks about adulthood
Well as I am not currently a big fan of my writing so I'll stop here and let you think about what you've read here.
"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."
Friedrich Nietzsche
"You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty."
Mahatma Gandhi
****** Warning some of the ideas here may be contraversial. Do what you want with this warning. I'm not your keeper. *******
Every so often I feel the need to remind people about the reality of life. Bear with me while I set this up.
As humans we are social creatures needing contact with one another. Yes for some it seems like they don't need that contact but that's an illusion. People divorce themselves from other people because they can't reconcile what they need to do with the demands of their relationships. Now to continue. As a consequence we have devised societies and created beliefs and concepts in hopes of making it easier to coexist. That doesn't mean that these things are right or can be easily reconciled with reality.
Violence/Killing: We are not suppose to approve of violence yet we do. Why? Because it works in a lot of situations. I'm not big on using violent means. In fact except for once or twice in my childhood I've never had to use it to accomplish anything but I know the value of putting down a rabid dog to keep everyone else safe. Well actually more obvious we all eat living things so our very survival is based on some pretty horrendous violence directed at one living thing or another. Now we hide that violence from the general public but it happens none the less.
Marriage: There's been a lot of complaining about gay marriage saying it desecrates marriage but when you think about it marriage exists because we can't trust two people to make sure they spend their resources towards their common good and the good of their children. Or that society at large can't be trusted to let two people who love each other to stay together and share resources that's why we have legislation that forces companies to cover employees spouses and children. Of course marriage was never about love, I mean dowries... hello!
Monogamy: Is but one mating strategy for our species. I'm sorry but I have to say just how blind are some of us to miss the obvious. Until the advent of modern medicine and some cultures quasi-genocidal attempts at reducing the numbers of female children, women have always outnumbered men. We default to female as a species if something goes wrong in the birthing process. Monogamy is only one way to ensure you pass your genes on to the next generation. Actually it's the equivalent of putting all your eggs in one basket and watching that basket like a hawk. Polygamy spreads the genes around this way if one partner isn't viable then possibly the others may be. Now I will say this. We have lower birth rates then other species so we can spend more time on rearing our children in monogomis relationships but that still doesn't make it our only option. Our gender distribution doesn't permit it to be an option for everyone.
Love: Okay here we go. Most people aren't capable of the kind of love we like to rave about. On the other hand we are capable of killing ourselves for the benefit of others. However don't hold your breadth. If you're a little kid maybe you can expect it but adults... good luck getting someone to sacrifice themselves for you. I know you're gonna say, "What of our troops, our fire men, our police men?" True enough but they all have internal agencies to investigate those who have strayed from their noble cause and they have a fighting chance. They're equipped and trained to deal with the dilema they've chosen to confront. But I digress I was talking about love. Love is an emotion to motivate you do to something for someone other than yourself. A consequence of being a social creature. I personaly believe in it and suffer from a large dose of it for my fellow living beings. One because I like how it feels and two because of the strength I derive from it. Although the point I had intended to convey was that the need to survive tends to trump love. Another consequence of being a social creature is to realize we all take part in the maintenance of the society. And unfortunately we are sometimes far to willing to sacrifice those we love for the whole.
Okay so I didn't say everything I wanted to say. I just don't have the patience or attention span but I hope I have at least said enough to spark a debate.
I don't know if you've read this book or saw the movie (I did in high school). If you didn't the book is about a developmentally challenged janitor who undergoes an experiment meant to enhance his intelligence and what he learns about life because of it. Algernon by the way is the lab mouse who the experiment was done on first.
But I'm not here to pimp the book or the movie I want to point out a part of the story that I find significant. At one point Charlie Gordon's (the main character) intelligence is so high that it far surpasses that of the doctor experimenting on him. He comments something along the lines of "that it's not right that such a mediocre man should be his judge" Once again I read it like 20 yrs ago so that isn't an exact quote.
I find this idea important because I was just watching a special on CNN about genius and they were discussing how do you recognize genius and it reminded me about somethings when I was in school. One: the kids who went to the "gifted" classes were the ones who asked the most questions (which in my experience is often frowned upon) and two: my learning style didn't mix the way they taught at my school. Mind you I still managed to maintain As and Bs despite a learning disorder and having my own way of learning. But my method of learning is basically "give me the hard stuff first. I'll pick up the easier stuff later". I'll give you this as an example. To learn to spell the word "eight" I spelled it that way even if the context required the past of the verb "eat". I could spell "ate" no problem what I needed to do was drill into my head how to spell "eight" the number. So I got a lot of errors attributed to me because I never followed the exercise. Okay I'm no genius but one of the geniuses in the CNN special pointed out that he felt if had been taught in the regular school system he never would have finished his novel (which is going to be a movie set to be released this November or the next I'm not sure) before he was sixteen because it didn't allow for free time and independent thought.
I guess my point is that genius is not well understood because the people who are interested in defining geniuses aren't geniuses themselves and therefore often miss the geniuses they come across. If only because they are ill equipped to recognize what only the genius can see in the first place. This amounts to a number (I have no idea what the stats are) of potential geniuses having to "bloom" in infertile ground, if they do bloom at all.
I once heard it said that the saddest thing an intelligent person can learn is that "stupid" people run the world they live in. Not an exact quote but that is the sentiment.
It's funny as much as I don't like to argue about differences in intelligence because like anything else it's just an edge not a guaranty of success. I still find myself saying things like, "stupid people shouldn't be allowed to have an opinion." Some of these "stupid" people have said things that have provoked epiphanies for me.
Anyway I just needed to "hear" myself "speak" ;)
Okay some of you are familiar with this ice breaking exercise and some of you aren't. Basically everybody in a group takes turns to visualize then describe what kind of tree they are. When I was involved in one these exercise one guy described himself as a dead tree in a graveyard and I think with a noose swinging from one of it's branches. I'm not exactly sure as it was over 10 years ago. We all thought that was pretty weird if not a little creepy. What does it say about you if you visualize yourself as a dead tree in a grave yard? So as the turns went around I figured that was about as weird as it was going to get...until it came to my turn.
I don't know what this said/says about me but when I visualized my tree here is what I got. I was one of six huge planet sized? trees floating in orbit above the Earth with intertwined root systems that formed a protective shield for the planet. Oddly we six trees didn't block the sunlight. At worst we filtered it. Our job it seemed was to protect, not to interfere. Now I know I have an overactive imagination but even for me that's a pretty grandiose image. At the time I was feeling pretty shitty so I don't know why I visualized this.
So that's it. Does any one else have weird ice breaking exercise stories?