Who I Think is Hot and Why it's Weird

I've recently had a discussion that caused me to contemplate my definition of "hot". I thought about sharing what I may discover. I pondered should I just make a bulleted list of attributes I like or maybe write the type of women I think are hot and give an example for each or maybe just make a list of the women and let you readers interpret what I find appealing. As I was contemplating the last two this woman kept showing up in my lists.

Madeleine Albright the 64th secretary of state.

Why you may ask? She has charisma. I don't find her hot while she's just standing around doing nothing but "looking pretty". Oh but when she speaks her mind I melt It's weird. She's just confident and together. She's also funny and charming. The last time I seen her on T.V. was on the Daily Show with John Stewart. She was trading quips with John and speaking of her experiences. I was shocked to find out just how turned on I was. I still can't believe it.

Anyway thought I'd share.

Wow!

Wow!! This expresses the sentiment for me but that doesn't help you so I'll elaborate.

As you know I have been talking about a great need to flirt. Well it has evolved. Or maybe it transformed is more accurate and will not be taken as "having changed into something more sexual". It has evolved into me wanting to share "life" with others. By that I mean... wow that's hard to explain. If you are down and need someone to listen... I'm there. Feeling restless and want to go and do something "stupid"... I'm there. Want to just veg... I'm there. And so on. If I need to elaborate let me know.

Sadly that's all that will come out about that. I hope the minimal wording was enough^_^

Inner Peace Revisited

I should have seen this coming. With no inner demons comes no .... Wait I'd rather put it this way. Have you ever seen the comedian Tracy Smith? She has a bit where she talks about how she had quit drinking but then started up again because she was SICK and TIRED of being responsible for EVERY LITTLE THING she did. I'm feeling like that right now. I'm a pretty passionate person. I live for the dizzying highs and the soul crushing lows. I only had my inner demons to restrain me. Now I have to exercise self-control. For the moment that means I'm in big trouble. I'm trying though. I'm at least lucky that my main driving emotions are based on a deep and abiding love for other people. Of course that is also connected to a deep and abiding love for flirting. Why is that a problem? I'm under the impression not everyone likes to be flirted with and I'm trying to make up for lost time. For awhile I was a mean old bastard withholding affection because of past wrongs. Actually there is no need for me to try. If anything I'm trying not to but I think it's probably healthier if I get it out of the way.

Having said that, I think where this may apply to other people is that when you get rid of your issues there's a phase that follows that requires you to relearn to deal with yourself and what it means to be you and how you go about in the world. Like in my case it might require you to do things that you've missed out on.

Anyway thanks for reading and good luck to those of you on that journey^_^

Still king of the world

This king of the world feeling isn't going away anytime soon it seems. I'm glad. Like I said I want to bottle and sell this feeling Now it's moving from the "everything is mine" phase to "shameless flirting" phase. However the flirting is for nothing more than to share the good feeling I'm having. Now is the best time to come around if you're looking for a pick me up or gratuitous compliments

Wow I'm so full of myself today

I don't know what it is about today? I feel like I own everything and all should bow down before me. It's not a conscious thing. I'm not thinking that way. It's just some underlying feeling like it's my rightful place to be on top. Maybe it's the sun. I'm a Leo so maybe that's it? We're supposse to be egotistical and "solar powered". Who knows. I think I'm just going to enjoy it for a while and see how long it lasts.

Feel free to tell me I'm an egotistical jerk. Wow what a weird feeling I have to find a way to bottle it and sell it.

Compliments

I'm not quite gone adventuring yet. Loose ends to tie up.

I want to do something different before I leave. I want to know what is the most interesting compliment(s) you have ever been paid? For me it was that I was the next step in human evolution. Yes not only am I weird but I know a lot of weird people. So now I want to know what yours was ^_^